a worthy visit.

AMBER'S
Muntinlupa City

first thing first, i'm not an endorser. is that clear? haha.

i sooo love the pancit malabon and pichi pichi of Amber's. i ate a lot AGAIN. now it's so impossible for me to lose weight because of temptations everywhere i cannot resist. *sigh*

thanks God i had a peaceful duty last night that i was able to rest. my baby got mad at me yesterday for breaking my promise and so i have to make it up to him. i went straight home this morning after duty to take a bath, get some things and go to muntinlupa. i was so sleepy that i fell asleep in the bus. i was so hungry when i arrived at adrian's house. (i'm home. yooow!) adrian ordered pancit malabon and pichi pichi from amber's. and of course i ate a lot. thank you baby for the food. you're not helping me on my diet. hehe.

i took a nap after eating to have some energy. at 4pm we decided to watch "dear john" at festival supermall, but it was not on cinema there. we surfed the net and saw the movie "one more chance" and didn't have second thoughts of watching it. it was really a good movie and i enjoyed it for the nth time. =))

the sad apart again.. saying goodbye. i have to go home for the morning duty tomorrow. left muntinlupa at 7:30pm and arrived here at 9pm. i am thinking of requesting for an extra off tomorrow to fix some things. hope it will be granted. =))

i love you adrian. see you on friday!

i love. i live.

should i thank my baby for giving me a free foot spa yesterday. yeah, so we made our feet happy as well as our tummy. adrian and i went out with my sister to bond together. unfortunately, we had our foot spas in separate salon because they can't accommodate us three at the same time. so it was adrian at going straight salon and my sister at let's face it had it first. i waited for 30 minutes for my turn, and of course i was the last one to be finished because i had pedicure also, [which by the way, have a nail polish that is so cute]. we went to grocery after and picked out fruits, and mostly candies. who says on-diet people don't have the right to enjoy? harhar. then we went on shawarma tripping. another belly full day. :))

when we got home, i checked on my bag to fix my things then i saw this: taadaa! a watch from my baby. thank you so much! lots and lots of hugs and kisses for you. :)) i am so sad seeing him leave the house last night despite the fact that we'll be able to see each other again. i want to spend every time of the day with him. and honestly, i know, sooner or later if one goes abroad, we will be missing each other badly. i just want to spend the rest of the days together now that manila-muntinlupa is just an easy travel. anyway, whatever happens, distance couldn't break us apart. i believe. :))


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i am supposed to be in work now but i wasn't able to because of this damn dysmenorrhea. i'm reaaly having a hard time during my period. i can barely get out of bed and too lazy to do things except facebook-ing and blogging because i'm doing this while lying on my bed with the mouse rolling on my stomach. :))

irritating yet worth missing!

there are times he's so irritating because of his uber kakulitan but whenever we part ways, i feel sooo sad. :((

yey! his papa let him stay ast night here and we were able to spend extra hours together :)) we watched "The blind side". i'm not a football fan, and i don't even have a single idea about it. and i was not aware that it was based on a real story. i was amazed how rich the touhys are and how ms leigh ann so kind enough to adopt Big mike, i mean michael. collins is a very pretty girl and SJ the ADHD, i think, child is so cool. this movie is worth watching. :))

start it now please!

i can't wait to see myself wearing those sexy dresses and tops, matched with mini skirts and shorts. "ASA!" it's been years and years since i wanted to loose weight and bear a sexy and healthy body. before, my mother would disagree with me when it comes to losing weight because for her, my body is just right. well, mother knows best, right? just yesterday, we went to grocery and she started to pick foods for me. (see the pictures above). she keeps on telling me now to start managing my diet and disciplining myself. awwww.. and of course she's right. it's not just me that noticed my weight gain. i, too, wants to start scraping those apples, munching those fruits and vegetables and control what i eat. i need discipline. i MUST start as soon as possible! anyway, i'm trying my best, but as the song goes "but i guess my best wasn't good enough" haha. :))

going vintage at the wall

condemn us people for uber public display of affection. harhar.

after losing all my powers in waking up adrian at eight in the morning, we managed to do agency-hopping again in the afternoon. today i had breakfast cooked by my baby. better be prepared for another tiring day for us. yet certain things made us laugh. one was when we both fell asleep all the way from alabang to taft, manila. the funny thing was we were supposed to drop by at pedro gil st., i was surprised when adrian woke me up telling me that we're already in UN avenue, (that is 2 -3 block from our planned drop off). we got off the bus immediately when the bus stopped. we both slept late last night that's why we were so sleepy,. :))

after our trips to agency,we had our lunch at five in the afternoon in robinsons and we agreed to give ourselves a break and took a walk in "the wall" in intramuros. it's been a while since the last time i went there and i had no idea about the changes. my favorite spot was now closed to the public. sad. anyway, we just walked along and went to San Agustin church. i prayed and he offered candle (which i insisted). next stop was here in our house to take a rest. he left at around ten o' clock bound to muntinlupa. i'll be missing him again. :((

walk hand in hand :))

agency-hopping is not a good joke! five hours of sleep this morning after night duty was enough to keep my feet walking along malate, specifically mabini st. and m.h. del pilar st. hitting the road with no breakfast and lunch taken gave me a reason to stop by along the road to buy a ten-peso worth spicy peanut with lots of garlic, a bottle of mountain dew and a plastic of coconut butter. too little food for my big storage, right?. :))

at the end of the day, i'm so tired because we still have to travel from manila to muntinlupa ; and yet i'm happy because i had spent another day with my baby. funny, we're still together here in his place both facing on our own monitor and conversing through facebook's chat. cool. :))

sadness hit me again for one more time

after a toxic-free duty last night, i still failed to have a beautiful morning. :(( i hate myself for being such a cry baby and too emotional. petty things disappoints me easily, and i even cry for it. how will i learn to overcome this; and when?

ARE PROMISES REALLY MADE TO BE BROKEN?

why do people always assure someone if they know they can't do the job. why do they have to impress someone and say sweet nothings, when at the end, it only brings hurt? we don't have the obligation to remind each others promises because in the first place, we are neither obliged to promise something to someone.

BEING SENSITIVE IS THE LEAST YOU CAN DO.

one word is enough for a wise man. if someone told you these things could hurt him/her, then be sensitive enough in everything that you do. in the first place, you wouldn't want to be treated likewise, right? it's a matter of considering people's feelings and keeping them happy if you really want to. don't be too confident that someone will be stupid for you to bear all the pain and disappointments.

SHOOT! tinamaan ka ba?

UNHAPPY FEET! :((

whoa! my feet literally hurts during my morning duty earlier. nine patients on hand. in was not a joke dealing with loads of medicines and a patient in shock, include the relatives who are really hard to talk to. LOL :))

of course i went home late again. arrived home at 9:00pm, indulge myself to foods, rested on bed with two feet raised, and fell asleep. *snored*. woke up at 12mn, logged on to facebook and now here in my blog; and is now planning to sleep in a while in able to wake up early tomorrow for the employee's meeting at 7:30am and report on duty at night. Lord i pray, may i have a peaceful duty tomorrow night please. :))

as i promised to aldryn, this is supposed to be a happy blog, but i failed to keep it. i'm too tired to think how to make this happy. LOL. see you tomorrow!

gotta go, have to call him back,good night people.

now, see, i'm sad again

masochists. if i am to describe myself now, the word fits perfectly.

here i am sitting. watching my sister cleaning her drawer. listening to her music. seeing piles of clothes to wash. too lazy to get up.

it's getting scarier. with this kind of attitude i'm bearing, sooner or later, he will leave me. i do get annoyed with myself sometimes. i often hurt myself with non-sense things and fill my mind with negative thoughts. i dig in to the past and complicate things.i compare. i get mad. i get jealous. i frown. i cry.

i have to change. i have to grow as long as he's having the patience in understanding me. people do got misinterpreted him. the guy they thought is so immature is the one whose keeping this relationship work out.

i'm hurting him. he's tired i know, but for his love, he keeps standing. if only i could change everything and set it all as what we both want, i'll do it for us. :))

HApPy happY beerday!

today is gonna be a belly full day! my brother's 25th birthday! good thing i don't have my night
duty because i had 24-hour duty last night. yey! i can celebrate with my family and my baby of course. mother prepared sooo delicious dishes like kaldereta, chicken afritada and pseudo-pata tim and SHRIMPS! we also had spaghetti, an 18" pizza from yellow cab and a cake choco cherry torte. yum yum yum. i'm so full! my baby and kuya mar were invited and they drunk together with kuya's friends. carmi and i just have the shrimp-tripping all night. lots of weight gain again.

happy birthday kuya kenneth! :))